Iterative loops

It's been awhile since i sit properly and think of what to blog.
I seriuosly open the blogspot new post and stare to this blank column and think.

ok. Let's talk about my recent life.
I am in the crossroad again.
I use again bacause i always have this problem : which path to choose?
Sometimes i suspect there is a type of disease called decision making disorder, and most probably i am having it.
Because i encounter the problem for several times and its still not cured.
No matter how big the issue is. From choosing a meal, a seat in cinema, an outfit, a stuff to buy to choosing what course to study, working in what field and so on. I always fails to decide.
for small cases such as choosing a meal, i might need up to an hour to make up my mind, if not, i will simply pick one.
Now, it comes back to the crossroad between study and work.
At the beginning of this year, i have never thought of continuing my study at all.
I told myself and even my friends that i have100% completely decided to work after graduation this year. I was so proud this time because i could make myself a huge decision so fast and certain.
But later,my decision becomes uncertain.
most of my coursemates were focus on to pursue higher education.
I start to be uncertain about the path.
another path was built and now, both seems equal.
which one?

After all experiences, i know what is the medicine to the disorder.
I need to someone who is able to decide things for me.
So i asked my parents, and they fully support me to continue study.
Now, my decision about the path is to continue study.

Then again, which course to study?
here comes the question again, again and again.

弱碱型情人

oh, my blogging frequency has gone down so so much...
cause i am too busy with my studies.
Here is one of the personality test that i would like to share, because it's very accurate. haha
got it from facebook(oppsss~)
This is me ~

D.[弱碱型情人]:超ㄍㄧㄣ情人

<你的性格诊断书>

你的内在与外在反差很大。不认识你的人，觉得你有点难接近，是个谜一样的女生。异性会觉得你带点挑战，即使跟人热络好像也只是装出来的，不过只要多 一点相处时间，他们就会发现，其实你的武装只是一种怕生的伪装，因为你其实是个外冷内热的热水瓶，一旦爱上一个人，便会改变原来给人的印象，展现出小女人 的模样。你的外在性格压抑拘谨，这多半来自于良好的教养与自我要求，所以端庄矜背后的活泼可爱，可能要熟识的人才看得出来。另外，过于谦逊的态度也会削弱 你的魅力特质，你对爱情与人际关系不敢太过主动的原因，其实是出自小心翼翼的考量，不过这种谨慎，容易被人误解成缺乏自信。

<弱碱型爱情分析>

弱碱的你，对于爱情既没安全感又缺乏主动性。由于表面上很沈得住气，因此经常给人一种心如止水的假象，让人误以为你没爱情也能过得很好…。你喜欢强势主导 的对象，也喜欢知性的人，尽管难以对外表不OK的人心动，可是内在实力对你而言，还是比外在美重要很多。你并不现实，所以不会把对方的附加价值放在衡量爱 情的首要条件，只要彼此的****美好，又能融洽相处，对你而言，就是最好的方式。观念传统的你，一旦认定对方会懂得牺牲自己，所以一定得慎选对象，否则 容易在爱情的路上吃亏或是被利用。另外，平时干练，谈恋爱时却不太理性，也是你另外一个致命伤。

<魅力诊疗室>

其实你的条件比一般人都要好，千万别因为过去的阴影，或是过于严苛的标准，阻止你追求爱情的可能。释放一点好感讯息，会让追求者信心与勇气大增，平日的干练与智慧，如果能够用在爱情方面，更能减少伤害。

You can try it from this link :

你适合跟谁在一起…好准~【女生版】