How old are u ? why not how young are u ?

When i was around 18 years old,
everyone would think i am just 15 or 16 from my appearance.
At that time,
I have the same thought as most of the teen,
always wanted to look more mature,
because mature always show a more capable and independence.

As i slowly grown up and entered uni,
i look more to my real age,
people no longer look at me as i am younger,
people start treating me as a grown up adult,
they didn't bother to check my mykad when i enter cinema for 18++ movies, casinos, clubs.
and i start to fear for aging.

It was then i started to scare,
scared of growing old, having wrinkles, tummies...
scared of being called madam instead of miss...
(am i thinking too much??) hehee...

until last friday,
i was called "adik, tengok IC" at the opera...
Yeah, yeah....
I feel the happiness for 2 days that i am back to youth....